Where Are You Now?

What’s it like?

What’s it feel like?

What were you thinkin’

When it happened?

Were you scared?

Did you scream?

Did you die before you started to bleed?

Where are you now?

What are you now?

You’ve gotta be out there somehow.

What if there isn’t a heaven?

What if souls don’t exist?

What if we all go hell?

What if tomorrow

We’re all gonna die?

That truck driver didn’t turn it on.

No he didn’t turn it on.

So you went flying.

If you’re still flying,

Are flying with an angel?

Or are you the angel?

No one is destined

To have a happy ending.

No one is destined

To be with someone.

No one knows exactly how I feel.

All I know is that this doesn’t feel real.

Its just a nightmare.

Just a bad dream.

Tomorrow I will wake up

And you’ll be there with a smile and a hug.

Where are you now?

What are you now?

You’ve gotta be out there somehow.

What if there isn’t a heaven?

What if souls don’t exist?

What if we all go to hell?

What if tomorrow

We’re all gonna die?

You were part of the family,

You were special to me.

We played pranks the neighborhood kids.

We cracked firecrackers on New Year’s.

You hit my cousin when he punched me.

What would you say if I told I’m in love with him?

What would you say if I told you that I’m scared?

What would you say if I told you I feel like nobody cares?

Stupid little stunt.

Ended your whole life.

Stupid little cunt.

They all did you wrong.

Where are you now?

What are you now?

You’ve gotta be out there somehow.

What if there isn’t a heaven?

What if souls don’t exist?

What if we all go to hell?

What if tomorrow

We’re all gonna die?

Where are you now?

I need to know.

I need to know.

I need to know.

 Need to know…

A Day In The Life Of Me

Why don’ you

Take walk in my shoes?

Why don’ you

Look inside my heart?

See whats tearin’ me apart?

A day in life of me

Would have you beggin’ on your knees

Singin’ please, please

Let me go back home.

I don’ wanna be like you;

All alone.

You’ll never understand

Just how I feel

Unless you spend

A day,

Just a day,

In the life of me.

Take my hand,

Follow me,

But don’ trip,

‘Cause I guarantee

That your heart will bleed.

Watch your soul

Be ripped apart.

Watch your heart

Get broken and burned.

You have yet to learn

What it feels like

To live with a poisoned knife

Inside of you.

A day in life of me

Would have you beggin’ on your knees

Singin’ please, please

Let me go back home.

I don’ wanna be like you;

All alone.

All you need

Is a day,

Just a day,

In the life of me.

Then you’d see

Just how I feel.

You’ll get tied down

Upon the ground.

Dead bodies turning blue

All around you.

Watch your world

Fall apart.

Watch the devil

Cut up your heart.

Run around,

Tryin’ to find the pieces.

But they’re nowhere.

Not anywhere,

Lost in space.

A day in life of me

Would have you beggin’ on your knees

Singin’ please, please

Let me go back home.

I don’ wanna be like you;

All alone.

You’d be

Screamin’ desperately

For someone to find you.

But there’s nobody there.

Nobody around.

And you’d be dyin’ on the ground.

You’d be in a rickety old boat,

Lost in the massive ocean.

Tryin’ to figure out how to survive.

You wanna jump in the water to swim away

But you’d die

From the cold.

If you come and spend

A day,

If only a day,

In the life of me,

You’d get lost,

So far away,

Lost at sea.

Road

I’m walking down the road alone.

I know that

I’ll never find a home.

The tears

Falling down on the pavement

Blend in with the rain.

Its impossible to ignore this pain.

I continue down the road

All by myself.

Continue into the unknown

As I cry all alone.

I’m falling into the hole.

Faster and faster,

Getting numb as I go.

My heart continues to break,

Worsening as I fall,

Begging me to bring an end to it all.

The most painful thing of all,

Is knowing that I’ll continue to fall,

And that I’m forever alone.

The road is quiet in the blackness of the night.

I keep searching for even the faintest of lights.

Its hard to keep walking
When you’re all alone.

The sun is often shining,

But my eyes ceased to see light long ago.

Weather it is night or day,

I’ll never know.

There is no one

To take my hand

And pull me along.

To encourage me to continue

Down this lonely road.

I have become a doll.

Waking but not alive.

Moving without breathing.

And a heart that feels without beating.

Keep me away from the light.

But I can’t put up a fight.

So let me pretend

To be alive.

But don’ make me prove it.

‘Cause we all know I’ll lose it.

Begging for you to be merciful

The truth

Is not as dull

As it may seem.

But it certainly lowers

My self-esteem.

Bring me to the top of the mountain,

Guided by the road,

Drop me off the top.

Let me fall,

Now that you’ve taken it all.

I gave it I had.

But I guess thats just too bad.

I guess I’m just crazy

For wishing you’d save me.

But I’ve never been good

At repressing my hopes.

Keep it up,

I’m just about out of luck.

Run Around

I run around circles,

Tryin’ to find

The pieces of my heart

You left behind.

I run around in circles,

Tryin’ to figure out

How to put ‘em back together.

Run around,

Run me over.

Never gonna be

Nothin’ but sober.

Love it,

Hate it,

But you’ll never

Change it.

Run around,

Run around,

Lift me way up high

Above the ground.

I’m lookin’ everywhere

For you.

You’ve gotta be somewhere

Out there.

In this crowd,

Or on the outside.

Lift me up,

Put me down.

Either way my feet’ll never touch the ground.

Got you way up high

On a pedestal.

But let’s not get too technical.

‘Cause I’m not so sweet,

And I’m not so smart.

But you’re all that,

Plus a work of art.

I run around circles,

Tryin’ to find

The pieces of my heart

You left behind.

I run around in circles,

Tryin’ to figure out

How to put ‘em back together.

Run around,

Run me over.

Never gonna be

Nothin’ but sober.

Run around,

Run around.

Run around,

Run around

Up,

Down,

All around.

Run around,

Run around.

Something’s Wrong With Me

There’s something wrong with me,

I just know it

By looking in the mirror,

Today,

I didn’ have anything to say but…

There’s just gotta be

(Gotta be)

Somethin’ wrong with me.

Somethin’s wrong with me,

Can’ you see?

So maybe you’ll never love me back,

But that’s ok with me,

As long you’re happy.

Somethin’s gotta be

Wrong with me.

(Wrong with me)

I know its somethin’ you can see,

You jus’ don’ know what it is.

I can feel it

Runnin’ through me.

All around me,

Hidin’ it so nobody can see.

You can’ see through me.

Me an’ my wall.

People say

That I’ve got it all,

But

Don’ say that everyone’s life

Is worth livin’

Unless you’ve lived everyone’s life.

Somethin’s wrong with me,

Can’ you see?

So maybe you’ll never love me back,

But that’s okay with me,

As long you’re happy.

Somethin’s gotta be

Wrong with me.

(Wrong with me)

I know its somethin’ you can see,

You jus’ don’ know what it is.

But since you don’ love me,

There’s obviously

Somethin’ wrong with me.

I don’ feel the same way they do.

I don’ think the same way they do.

I don’ believe the same things they do.

So they say that

Somethin’s wrong with me.

Somethin’s wrong with me,

Can’ you see?

So maybe you’ll never love me back,

But that’s ok with me,

As long you’re happy.

Somethin’s gotta be

Wrong with me.

(Wrong with me)

I know its somethin’ you can see,

You jus’ don’ know what it is.

You don’ have to love me,

But please don’ hate me.

It’s ok,

I already know that we’ll never be.

Somethin’s wrong with me,

Can’ you see?

So maybe you’ll never love me back,

But that’s ok with me,

As long you’re happy.

Somethin’s gotta be

Wrong with me.

(Wrong with me)

I know its somethin’ you can see,

You jus’ don’ know what it is.

Somethin’s wrong with me,

Can’ you see?

So maybe you’ll never love me back,

But that’s ok with me,

As long you’re happy.

Somethin’s gotta be

Wrong with me.

(Wrong with me)

I know its somethin’ you can see,

You jus’ don’ know what it is.

Somethin’s wrong with me.

Break Me Up

Break me up.

Break me out,

Of this cage

You’ve trapped in.

Break my heart,

Make it fall apart.

Steal the pieces,

But don’ put ‘em back together.

And don’ you tell me

That it’s forever,

‘Cause we both know

That it’s not.

Got me caught

In your net.

Can’ believe I was stupid enough

To let you forget.

Break me up.

Break me out,

Of this cage

You’ve trapped in.

Got me runnin’ around like a

Headless chicken.

They tell me just how to do it,

But i still gotta hard time pickn’

Just how to this.

So let rain fall down

On my face.

Streaming down cheeks,

So you can’ see the tears.

The ones you’ve been causin’

For all these years.

Uhh ohh,

Uhhuh ohh.

Uhh ohh,

Ohhh no.

Break me up.

Break me out,

Of this cage

You’ve trapped in.

You’ve got me strugglin’

To keep what’s left of me

Together.

So I take the tape,

And the stitches and the patches,

And I put them all on my badly wounded heart.

Keep it up,

And I’m not sure I’ll be able to

Survive.

You didn’t just cut me with a knife.

Oh no,

You got me bad,

With the gun,

And a punch.

(Plus the knife)

Don’ you know that it’s just not right?

I can’t even put up a fight.

Break me up.

Break me out,

Of this cage

You’ve trapped in.

Say you love me,

Yeah,

Say you don’.

Tell me what you want,

Boy,

Tell me what you need.

Whatever it is,

I can give it to you.

Please,

Spare me.

Show a little bit of mercy.

Little bit of kindness.

Of course,

 You’re oblivious to what you’re doin’ to me.

Break me up.

Break me out,

Of this cage

You’ve trapped in.

Take me up,

Take me out,

Take me away

From this place.

Why don’t you

Break me up (up up)

Take it out (out out)

Break it up (up up)

(You don’ gotta try to break me up)

Straight Up

I see you lookin’ at me.

I know just what your thinkin’.

You want me,

I can see it in your eyes.

So don’ even bother tellin’ me your lies.

I see you walkin’ over.

This isn’t how I wanna spend my weekend.

But that doesn’ matter,

‘Cause here we go again.

Another one that only wants me

For my bottom and top.

But you know what?

Screw you,

Jus’ stop!

That’s right,

That’s what I said.

(I said)

Stop right there,

Don’ get any closer.

Jus’ quit bein’ a poser.

I’m not gonna

Lead you on.

(No no no no no)

I’m not gonna

Do what’s wrong.

(No no no no no)

So I’m gonna tell you straight up.

I know exactly what’s goin’ through your mind.

So don’ try ‘n’ deny it,

Don’ try to hide it,

‘Cause I can see right past

Your lies.

They’re hiding behind your eyes.

Another one that only wants me

For my bottom and top.

But you know what?

Screw you,

Jus’ stop!

That’s right,

That’s what I said.

(I said)

Stop right there,

Don’ get any closer.

Jus’ quit bein’ a poser.

I’m not gonna

Lead you on.

(No no no no no)

I’m not gonna

Do what’s wrong.

(No no no no no)

So I’m gonna tell you straight up.

You see that guy?

Yeah,

That one over there.

He’s the one I want.

Yeah,

(That’s right)

I don’t give a damn

(About you)

So enough with those crazy thoughts

Goin’ through your mind.

I’m not yours.

I’m not anybody’s.

Except for maybe his…

Another one that only wants me

For my bottom and top.

But you know what?

Screw you,

Jus’ stop!

That’s right,

That’s what I said.

(I said)

Stop right there,

Don’ get any closer.

Jus’ quit bein’ a poser.

I’m not gonna

Lead you on.

(No no no no no)

I’m not gonna

Do what’s wrong.

(No no no no no)

So I told you straight up.

You Don’t Know

You don’ know

What it’s like to be in love.

You don’ know

What this pain feels like to me.

So don’ go around

Tellin’ everyone you meet

That you know

Jus’ how I feel

‘Cause you don’.

Only I know

What I’m talkin’ ’bout.

The rest of the world

Don’ gotta clue.

I know you don’ believe

What I’m tellin’ you,

But you just gotta suck it up

An’ move on with your life.

Jus’ stay outta mine.

You

Think you know

Everything,

But you don’t.

So give up

On what

You’re tryin’ to figure out.

‘Cause I know

Without a doubt

That you’ve already failed.

You don’ know

What it’s like to be in love.

You don’ know

What this pain feels like to me.

I know exactly

What the next thing you say is gonna be.

You’re gon’ be tellin’ me

That you understand

Every single word I’m sayin’.

Well if you do,

I’ll be damned.

So don’ tell me

That you know

Everything there is to know about me.

(Cause trust me, you don’t.)

You jus’ keep sayin’ what you sayin’ right now

And I’ll jus’ keep tellin’ you that you’ve got it all wrong

(Got it all wrong)

And we’ll jus’ keep doin’ our thing

(Doin’ our thing)

And still you’ll be oblivious

To what’s goin’ on

In the rest of the world.

Cause’ you jus don’ get why everyone keeps tellin’ you the same old things.

So don’ you go tellin’ me that I’m not in love

(Not in love)

‘Cause you don’ even know the situation.

And that’s ’cause of your lack of participation

In the rest of the world.

You don’ know

What it’s like to be in love.

You don’ know

What this pain feels like to me.

You don’ know

What it’s like to be in love.

You don’ know

What this pain feels like to me.

(You don’ know, you don’ know)

Where We Are

We used to be

Oh so long ago,

(It seems like forever)

Like that.

We’re different now.

And it’s sure as hell

No better than before,

But here we are,

Where we are,

Against our will.

Although you’ve got no clue

Where we are.

In different places,

All the time.

Can’t help wishin’,

That someday you’ll be mine.

You’ll never know

Where we are,

But I’ll just keep on dreamin’,

Dreamin’ of you.

I keep fallin’ deeper,

Deeper and deeper in love.

Into this black hole

That you’ve created.

We used to be

Oh so long ago,

(It seems like forever)

Like that.

We’re different now.

And it’s sure as hell

No better than before,

But here we are,

Where we are,

Against our will.

I can hardly imagine

What your lips would taste like.

The sweet taste of candy,

Maybe.

And baby,

Take me somewhere

Where we can be alone

Where there’s no one there to judge us

Too bad

That’ll never happen,

Since you don’t feel the same way

As I do.

But I promise you,

That I’ll see you again one day.

I’m gonna need a lot of medicine

For all the wounds you keep givin’ me.

Next time I see you,

I gotta hide ‘em so you won’t be able to see.

We used to be

Oh so long ago,

(It seems like forever)

Like that.

We’re different now.

And it’s sure as hell

No better than before,

But here we are,

Where we are,

Against our will.

My feelings for you

Are stronger than you could ever dream of.

So don’t even try to get rid of this love.

If you’d just

Love me,

Honey,

I could give you everything.

Tell me what you want,

Yeah,

Tell me what you need.

‘Cause I can be everything

You want me to be.

We used to be

Oh so long ago,

(It seems like forever)

Like that.

We’re different now.

And it’s sure as hell

No better than before,

But here we are,

Where we are,

Against our will.

Here we are,

Where we are.

(Where we are, where we are)

Another Foolish Girl In Love

Honey,
You’re a piece of heaven,
Yeah,
You’re a shooting star.
And no matter what you do,
I’ll still love you for who you are.
No one will ever understand
All the reasons I wanna hold your hand.
I’m tryin’ to keep my cool,
But I’m just actin’ like a fool.
That’s what I am,
Another foolish girl in love.

When I lay on my bed,
There’s thoughts of you runnin’ through my head.
You’re the reason for the wet mascara on my pillow,
Its proof of all my sorrow,
All I can do is hope and pray for better from tomarrow.
I’m tryin’ to keep my cool,
But I’m just actin’ like a fool.
That’s what I am,
Another foolish girl in love.

As I lay here,
I’m thinkin’ ’bout all the things you said.
Starin’ at the ceilin’ with dread.

The next day,
When we pass each other in the hallway,
I can hardly breathe,
You were so close to me.
When my knees buckle,
All my friends chuckle,
And as you’re walkin’ out that door,
I’m fallin’ to the floor.
I’m tryin’ to keep my cool,
But I’m just actin’ like a fool.
That’s what I am,
Another foolish girl in love.
(That’s what I am, that’s what I am)